I wonder if, according to The Book, there is an allowance for bad timing. Or is bad timing just another excuse that a guy gives who is just not that into you?
Not that Tim gave that as an excuse, mind you. But I'm wondering if he would ask me out if we were going to be in the same place. Maybe someday down the road, we will both be living in Las Vegas. I'm hopeful that he will ask me out then.
Because, goddamn it, the more I find out about him, the more I like him. Today he posted a song and said "This is how I feel right now. And it's awesome."
This is so much like me I can't get over it. I made that whole post about how he makes me feel "So Debussy." (Yes, I'm listening to Debussy right now).
Sigh. I'm supposed to be trying to get over him, since he hasn't asked me out. I just feel helpless in the fact that I can't.
In other news, I visited my grandmother today. It was so weird to go to the house and not have my grandfather be there. I felt sad and wished he were there.
In happier news, I got accepted into a summer program in Iceland! So excited for that. It is an expensive trip, but I think my department can cover it. And if it can't, I have money from my grandfather that would help with the cost. I think he would want me to spend it on something I would enjoy, like traveling.
I'm hoping that I also find an internship for the first part of the summer. I really need to get some experience in the field.
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