- Finally got started on my huge paper (actually writing it from notes). Still got a long way to go, but at least I'm making progress.
- The new Cosmo came in the mail! Preparing to be entertained lol
- Got to study/coffee with Ray and Becky today. Then Becky and I went out to dinner and I had yummy peanut butter pie. It was both productive and fun, which is how I like it.
Thanked my Dad for coming all the way here for Thanksgiving. He left early this morning to go back home.
Today's reflection:
Was talking on the phone with Laura and it became very entertaining:
Laura: So Sam's cousins are coming to NYC with us.
Me: Are they hot?
Laura: YES! One of them is like 17 and the other is 20, I should set you up with one of them! But not the 17-year old because you don't need any more problems from 17-year olds. I'll set you up with the 20-year old! He's tall and thin and has dark hair just like you like!! And he's a musician just like you! And then you'll get married, and then Sam and I will get married, and we will be RELATED!!
Me: OMG THAT WOULD BE SO AWESOME!!!!
Laura: I KNOW RIGHT!
Me: Ok, this is what's going to happen. We're all going to go out to lunch. Then Ben will go to the bathroom. Then I'll follow him to the men's room and seduce him. Then we'll come back to the table and I'll text you saying that I celebrated my birthday.
Laura: Meanwhile, Eliza will be telling some long drawn-out story, and she wouldn't even notice...
Me: Hahaha you are so right. I can picture it now.
Laura: You are sharing a room with her, so you could have sex while she's in the bathroom. She takes forever in there seriously. But if you get caught it wasn't my idea ;)
Omg I have been laughing so hard. And I have seen pictures of Ben and he is really attractive! And he has a 7-8.5 inch penis! Definitely looking forward to this blind date. And becoming related to Laura.
Aside from that, I had a very strange dream last night. It started out with me having sex with a guy (and it was awesome). Then, the guy became a girl. And it was still awesome. Then it turned out that the girl was Ray's best friend Jenny's girlfriend. Jenny's girlfriend said that she and Jenny loved me and wanted me to be polygamous with them. Then I was in State College waiting for a bus, and Jenny's girlfriend was standing behind me with her arms wrapped around me. The bus came and I almost missed it because we started making out.
It was so weird. In the dream I was talking to Jenny's girlfriend about how I liked Jenny but felt like I couldn't talk to her or be her friend due to the fact that she is Ray's bff.
It's really true. Unlike the rest of Ray's friends, who only seemed to like me because I was dating Ray, Jenny actually seemed to like me for myself. It's really a shame that we can't be friends. She seemed like she was really cool.
But more importantly, the dream showed me that I do want love at some point. I do want someone to love me and wrap their arms around me to protect me. It's just that I don't want to be hurt again. But that's the problem, isn't it.
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