What I Said

Well I did it. I finally sent Mara a message after 3 weeks of radio silence.

But you know, it's really time for me to start moving on with my life. There's only so much you can dwell on a certain situation before it gets in the way of moving forward.

So I told her my feelings and thoughts on our friendship. I told her that for us to be friends, she would have to forgive me, treat me like an equal, and start being honest with me. I told her that on my end, I would have to forgive her for fooling me. I'm not sure that I can do that though.

And of course, no response. I spent time organizing my thoughts in a way that was clear that she would understand, without getting into the topic that she refused to talk about before. And yet, she still ignores me.

Well, I'm done. I'm moving on. At least this way, she knows what needs to happen for us to be friends. If she wants to take it or leave it, that's her decision. But I'm not about to waste any more time or effort trying, when she has decided that I don't matter anymore.